I don't know how to start this... Umm. I'll begin by saying, this is my first time in hostel, I made pretty good friends, and I made a very good friend, you can say she is my close friend ( I don't make best friends as I don't believe in this thing). Initial days we were really close, hanging out in each other's room, always sharing our thoughts, and then slowly slowly we are kind of drifting apart. She is a head strong person and I know what she wants to talk about, but the thing is I'm not that sort of a person who'll push the other individual to tell her problem till the time she feels comfortable to talk about it....... I had once dated a guy for a week, that's it and after along time we spoke and she started liking him n they started dating, and after all this she has started talking less. She hardly comes to my room these days. And more over that her roommate has a friend, so to stop their cold war, she became very close friends with her and most of the time she is with her, I feel as if she has taken my place in her life and kind a make things awkward for me. I pretend to be the way I am but from inside, it's just too difficult. It's makes me feel as if she's not the same person I met before.