Ever got that feeling of butterflies in your stomach when you see him ? forget butterflies, Hailey Stanfield says he gives her the whole damn zoo in her new song 'starving'. So all of us have been there, felt that.
Walking towards the canteen, I noticed a cute guy standing by the billing counter. He resembled like Aditya roy Kapoor. (atleast to me).
The next day, I saw him again and he was laughing this time. And I couldn't stop looking at him. I was so lost for a minute. I had a crush on him instantly. Something like "crush at first sight" (if something like that exists). But sadly he didn't notice me.
Next day : I looked at him, he still didn't notice.
The day after : same story.
The next week : I was sitting in the canteen and my friend said your crush is looking at you.
Me : All excited. All blushing. Looks back at him. He stared. I stared. My friends started teasing and that broke our eye contact. Damn you guys!!
This went on for a month or so.
There was a time when i used to go to canteen to eat and now i go there just to catch a glimpse of him. Lol. ( of course to eat as well, but mostly to see him). That's a whole different feeling.Isn't that an amazing feeling to just look at your crush and smile like an idiot. I don't have to know him. He doesn't have to know me. I just enjoyed looking at him and looking away when our eyes met. It was cute. Also it's crazy how one guy can give you the chills. ❤
Then there was a time, like after 3-4 months when he finally approached me. And i wish he hadn't spoken to me because after i spoke, the crush feeling was just over. It just faded like that. With no reason. And that was the end. We never spoke after that one first time. But we continued to look at each other and just smile. But it wasn't the same feeling as before. And it can never go back to how it was. Probably my crush feeling had an expiry date. Lol.
Cheers. All love.